Starborn: The archetypes deck by Kim Kans
On the Sunday, I pulled this card oblivious to how differently at the end of the week I would feel because I remember pulling this card at a point, where I felt so fed up with life and myself, it wasn't that I felt depressed as I have had a past with depression but I felt like I was missing out on being something bigger than what I am, I love to sing but leading up to receiving this card, I hated how my voice sounded and it would irritated me enough to want to give up, and the feelings were strong enough I could have packed in on wanting to sing altogether. But I didn't. I also hit a brick wall with my spirituality because I didn't feel special enough in anyway, I felt like a clown for believing in anything because to be realistic you have to be pessimistic and I felt like I had my heads in the clouds and that I needed to, 'humble,' myself because I am not sensational. and if I wasn't sensational then why be anything? It led me to rethink my whole devotion I had for spirituality, because some people get told they are gods gift an others not necessarily, or even so, I felt there were others who had more remarkable past lives, and that meant they had more remarkable futures and that simply isn't true. I know that know but didn't then
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